Jerry L. Mclean

Day of death: 11/21/2020

Location: Maine

Hospital: Northern Light Health; Bangnor; Portland

Allowed to see family or patient advocate?: no

Asked to sign DNR: doc-dnr

I know he was scared. I can only imagine what he went through.

Name of Victim: Jerry L. Mclean

Age: 63 years old

Date of onset of symptoms: 11/04/2020

First sought medical attention: 11/12/2020

Admitted to hospital: 11/12/2020

Medications given: Remdesivir

How long was the victim on remdesivir?: 5 days

Was the victim informed about remdesivir's EUA status?: no

Informed of RMV side effects?: no

Was there consent for the use of remdesivir?: no

Date victim was placed on a ventilator: 11/19/2020

Days on a ventilator: : 2 days

Person being interviewed: Carla Mclean and Deondra Thistlewood

Relationship To Victim: Wife and Daughter

Pursuing legal action?: would

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The Interview with Carla Mclean and Deondra Thistlewood
Lost Love
Written by Carla Mclean and Deondra Thistlewood(Wife and Daughter)

On November 12, 2020, I took my husband, Jerry, to Northern Light Maine Coast Memorial in Ellsworth, because he was not feeling well and had shortness of breath. I was not allowed inside, and did not see him again until his final minutes of life.  Eastern Maine Emergency Room promptly tested Jerry for COVID-19.  The test was positive, and they decided he needed to stay.  I was still not allowed to enter the hospital or be with my husband, so I started to travel home.

Later that night, he was transferred to Eastern Maine Medical Center in Bangor where he would stay from November 13th until November 19th. Around 3 a.m. after he had been transferred, he called our daughter on the phone.  She couldn’t hear him well because of the sound of a loud machine pumping in the background, and he was very confused and disoriented. His voice sounded low, very muffled and like he had swallowed gravel. He was struggling to talk.  According to medical records, during his time in Bangor he was given substantial amounts of remdesivir via IV without informing his family or disclosing the side effects of the drug.

During his final days at Eastern Maine Medical Center, the nurses would “hold his phone up to his face” so he could talk to us… But he couldn’t say much as he was declining.  Declining so much, that on November 18th 2020, they put him on a ventilator.  The very next day, November 19th, he was transferred to Maine Medical Center in Portland, Maine.

Upon his transfer, the nurses at Bangor hospital twisted my words and wrongfully placed a ‘DNR’ (Do Not Resuscitate) on my husband without my permission.  I was only made aware of this when the doctor at Portland hospital called me to inform me that most patients flat line when hooked up to an ECMO and that it didn’t make sense he had a DNR in place.  I removed the DNR and he continued treatment.

The next call revealed his oxygen levels were gradually improving, but his kidneys and liver had been damaged.  His liver function was rapidly decreasing and they wanted to try vitamin K.  They told us to stay near the phone incase they needed to reach us.  When they called again, they told us he was not improving and that where we lived, 4 hours away, that, “It may be smart to come stay closer incase I needed to come to the hospital or things turned for the worse.”

We packed up and drove to Portland and checked into a hotel minutes from the hospital.  By the time we caught our breath, Jerry’s liver was not working and his body was becoming septic.  The final call was a haunting one. “You need to come say goodbye.  There is nothing more we can do.”

Our daughter and I prepared the best we could… the hospital was only permitting one person inside to say goodbye.  Our daughter was 6 months pregnant and had not been vaccinated, so they would not allow her in physically, but did offer to bring in a tablet and connect a zoom call with her back in the hotel room…

I held my breath and entered the same room as my husband’s for the first time in 9 days.  He was swollen and intubated.  A ventilator breathing for him. He was surround by walls of towering machines constantly beeping and pumping him with medications.  When I took his hand it was already cold. Shock was the only thing piloting my body as I called his nine children, and let them say goodbye to their father.  My time was running out… and I wasn’t ready to never see him again.

As I was leaving, feeling hollow and empty, the doctor asked me if I planned to have an autopsy done. I remember thinking “Why? We know how and why he passed away?”  I declined and said, “He’s been poked and prodded enough.”  It’s Something I still regret today.  If I had known what I know today, I never would have said no.

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