My husband of 24 years went to the hospital on 8/11/21. Died from a heart attack on 8/23. Machines kept him alive until 8/26 when I had to agree to turn them off.

After 56 hours on a gurney in the ER he was pretty miserable. Our excitement about him being moved to a room finally was short lived. They said there were no private rooms so he was in a room with 4 other Covid patients. He kept in touch with me constantly through texts. The first few days it seemed like they were trying to help him. His oxygen level was doing better. He was eating and drinking. I talked to nurses daily but did not hear from any Dr until day 5.

I asked the first Dr what are you giving him for Covid his response was steroids and antibiotics. I said he needs Ivermectin or HCQ and he said those do not work. I argued with him that they do work. He said no they don’t and then he said to me GET THE VACCINE! We argued about that for a few minutes. Nothing but lies came out of his mouth.

When I asked the next Dr about those two drugs she said we are out of those. The next Dr I asked said we have never used those drugs for Covid. All of them lied to me. I repeatedly asked the nurses to help him get up and walk around because he said his legs were getting weaker and he could barely stand to go to the bathroom. But they never got him up to walk. When I asked the nurse if they were giving him vitamins she said let me check. Then she said we are not but I don’t know why because we’re giving them to everyone else.

The amount of oxygen they were giving him made his mouth real dry so it got harder and harder for him to eat. After a few days They moved him out of ICU to a regular room. When the nurse called to tell me that I asked if it was because he is better. She said no he is not. She said she did not know why the Dr was moving him. A few hours after moving him a nurse FaceTimed me and said they were putting a bi- pap on him because his oxygen went so low.

What I found out much later was that when a Covid patient is moved it causes their oxygen to drop drastically. So the doctor moved him on purpose to cause his oxygen to drop so he could put the BiPAP on him because once they put that on him, he struggled greatly to breathe, and after wearing it all day that night he had a heart attack because of struggling to breathe.  He sent me a text that said help can’t breathe earlier that day. I tried getting them to take that off and use something different, less invasive but they would not. They knew exactly what they were doing.

Once his heart stopped they intubated him. Then he became septic. Next they said his kidneys were shutting down. It was a nightmare. So many things I wish I had done differently to try to help him. Never got to be with him. My husband was a kind loving godly husband father and Papa. A worship leader at our church. Loved by so many. Thousands prayed for him.

I will never ever understand God allowing such evil to take him out. And millions of others. I need justice! They all need to be held accountable.