We had just returned from a visit to Idaho at Christmas. By Friday, January 9th 2021, Paul had a positive Covid test at VA.  They said stay home until you have to go to hospital.

I drove him to Sutter very early Monday morning the 11th. I was only able to say goodbye outside. Not allowed in the hospital.

I drove home knowing I was also ill, stopped to get some breakfast at Starbucks. I  went home. Took a nap. He called that afternoon to tell me, “They told me I have to go on a ventilator or I will die. So I am calling to tell you I love you.”

By Thursday, my doctor called with an update on my husband. Saying Paul had been in ICU and told me with my coughing, I could not stay home. I drove myself to the  hospital that night. The next day, I was moved to a room on the same floor as ICU.

My children were monitoring both of us. I was not placed on a ventilator but the records state I was given Remdesivir.

By Friday, we had a zoom call with our children and Dr. Stafford telling us Paul would not survive the night. I asked him to give Paul a chance to live. That night I was taken in a wheel chair to see him and say goodbye.

At 3:30 the next morning I woke and knew he was gone. My son confirmed an hour later.

By the next morning, I had another chest xray which showed I had pneumonia. I was in the hospital for total of twelve days.

I left the hospital a week later.

I was informed about the Protocols by September, 2021. That is when I asked for both Paul and my hospital records.

That is when i learned the dangers of the ventilator, and Remdesivir. I also read that he was tied to his bed the entire time.  He was also given dexamethasone. They also casually mentioned that his urine output was decreasing with ‘no comment’ in the records.

Originally, there were 240 pages hospital records but by the time I downloaded them, there were only 206 pages. What happened to the balance of the records?

I am angry at what I learned. My life will never be the same. People often do not believe what I have learned, not even my family. Several believe I am not immune from Covid, and will only see me when I am vaccinated. I have had two immunity certificates from Dr. Ryan Cole, but it makes no difference.

I have moved away from my state and my family. I no longer trusted my doctor or the local hospitals.

I am NOT secure giving this information as my children don’t believe this. Please contact me first for more information.